Life is good. I'm smiling. I have two new jobs. I'm friendly. Getting lots of hours. Keeping up with my writing. Meeting with a Professor about my career tomorrow. The sun is out and I have the day off. Doing laundry and getting the house clean.
Apearance can be everything sometimes. Even on this blog, I'm good at making "stuff" appear quite joyous; however, I have not lied to you. All these things are true.
I hate do overs in the middle of my life. According to books, studies and elders...I'm suppose to have this all together. There is suppose to be a fablous man, successful career and friends all around me.
Today, I am grieving the loss of my very chatic and drama filled life. Sure I wasn't the happiest nor was I close to being fulfilled; however, I knew what to expect every day.
So, as I venture off into my sunset I hope that I can get comfortable with being happy and content in my life. Making life decisions at the age of 29 is one of the most uncomfortable things for me to do. At the same token, I don't want to ride through jut any sunset; but, my sunset.
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gp5foT32tKM&NR=1 Here is a link for this post. Its a song. :)
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